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    Fro durse with Mr. Lloyd, and frothe aboe reported fereween Bessie and Abbot, I gathered enough of hope to suffice as a tie for wishing to get well: a ge seed near,—I desired and waited it in sile tarried, howeer: days and weeks passed: I had regained  norl state of heah, but no new allusion was de to the subject oer which I brooded. Mrs. Reed sureyed  at tis with a seere eye, but seldoaddressed : sinbsp; illness, she had drawn a re rked line of separation than eer between  and her own children; appointing  a sll closet to sleep in by self, nio take  als alone, and pass all  ti in the nursery, while sins were stantly in the drawing-roo Not a hint, howeer, did she drop about sendio school: still I fe an instinctie certainty that she would not long endure  uhe sa roof with her; for her gnow re than eer, when turned on , epressed an insuperable and rooted aersion.

    Eliza and Geiana, eidently ag a to orders, spoke to  as little as possible: John thrust his tongue in his cheek wheneer he saw , aed chastisent; but as I instantly turned against hi roused by the sa se of deep ire and desperate reo which had stirred ruption before, he thought it better to desist, and ran fro titteriions, and owing I had burst his nose. I had indeed leelled at that pro feature as hard a blow as  knuckleuld inflict; and when I saw that either that or  look daunted hi I had the greatest ination to follow up  adao purpose; but he was already with his . I heard hiin a blubbering toale of how “that nasty Jane Eyre” had flown at hilike a d cat: he was stopped rather harshly—

    “Don’t talk to  about her, John: I told you not to go near her; she is not worthy of notice; I do not choose that either you or your sisters should associate with her.”

    Here, leanihe banister, I cried out suddenly, and without at all deliberating on  words—

    “They are not fit to associate with .”

    Mrs. Reed was rather a stout won; but, on hearing this strange and audacious decration, she ran nily up the stair, swept  like a whirlwind into the nursery, and crushing  down on the edge of  crib, dared  in aic oice to rise frothat pce, or utter one sylble during the reinder of the day.

    “What would Uncle Reed say to you, if he were alie?” was  scarcely oluntary dend. I say scarcely oluntary, for it seed as if  tongue pronounced words without  will senting to their utterance: sothing spoke out of  oer which I had no trol.

    “What?” said Mrs. Reed under her breath: her usuallld posed grey eye beca troubled with a look like fear; she took her hand fro ar and gazed at  as if she really did not know whether I were child or fiend. I was now in for it.

    “My Uncle Reed is in heaen, and  see all you do and think; and so &nbspapa and : they know how you shut  up all day long, and how you wish  dead.”

    Mrs. Reed soon rallied her spirits: she shook  st soundly, she boed both  ears, and the  without a word. Bessie supplied the hiatus by a holy of an hour’s length, in which she proed beyond a doubt that I was the st wicked and abandoned child eer reared under a roof. I half belieed her; for I fe indeed only bad feelings surging in  breast.

    Noeer, Deceer, and half of January passed away. Christs and the New Year had been celebrated at Gateshead with the usual festie cheer; presents had been interged, dinners and eening parties gien. Froeery enjoynt I was, ourse, ecluded:  share of the gaiety sisted in witnessing the daily apparelling of Eliza and Geiana, and seeing thedesd to the drawing-roo dressed out in thin slin frocks and scarlet sashes, with hair eborately ried; and afterwards, in listening to the sound of the piano or the harp pyed below, to the passing to and fro of the butler and footn, to the jingling of gss and a as refreshnts were hao the broken huof ersation as the drawing-roodoor opened and closed. When tired of this oupation, I would retire frothe stairhead to the solitary and silent nursery: there, though sowhat sad, I was not serable. To speak truth, I had not the least wish to go into pany, for in pany I was ery rarely noticed; and if Bessie had but been kind and panionable, I should hae deed it ;cite?;/citea treat to spend the eenings quietly with her, instead of passing theuhe fordable eye of Mrs. Reed, in a roofull of dies alen. But Bessie, as soon as she had dressed her young dies, used to take herself off to the liely regions of the kit and housekeeper’s roo generally bearing the dle along with her. I then sat with  doll on  kill the fire got low, gng round oasionally to ke sure that nothing worse than self hauhe shadowy roo and when the eers sank to a dull red, I undressed hastily, tugging at knots and strings as I best ght, and sought sheer frold and darkness in  crib. To this crib I always took  doll; hun beings st loe sothing, and, in the dearth of worthier objects of affe, I tried to find a pleasure in loing and cherishing a faded graen ige, shabby as a niature scarecrow. It puzzles  now to reer with what absurd siy I doated on this little toy, half fang it alie and capable of sensation. uld not sleep unless it was folded in  night-gown; and when it y there safe and war I aratiely happy, belieing it to be happy likewise.

    Long did the hours seewhile I waited the departure of the pany, and listened for the sound of Bessie’s step oairs: sotis she would e up ieral to seek her thile or her scissors, or perhaps t  sothing by way of supper—a bun or a cheese-cake—then she would sit on the bed while I ate it, and when I had finished, she would tuck the clothes round , and twice she kissed , and said, “Good night, Miss Jane.” When thus gentle, Bessie seed to  the best, prettiest, ki being in the world; and I wished st i she would always be so pleasant and aable, and neer push  about, orld, or task  unreasonably, as she was too often wont to do. Bessie Lee st, I think, hae been a girl of good natural capacity, for she was srt in all she did, and had a rerkable knack of narratie; so, at least, I judge frothe iression de on..  by her ales. She retty too, if  lles of her fad person arrrect. I reer her as a sliyoung won, with bck hair, dark eyes, ery nice features, and good, clear pleion; but she had a capricious and hasty teer, and indifferent ideas of principle or justice: still, such as she was, I preferred her to any one else at Gateshead Hall.

    It was the fifteenth of January, about nine o’clo the  Bessie was gone down to breakfast; sins had not yet been suoo their ; Eliza utting on her bo and wargardeat to go and feed her poury, an oupation of which she was fond: and not less so of selling the eggs to the housekeeper and h up the ney she thus obtained. She had a turn for traffid a rked propensity for saing; shown not only in the ending of eggs and chis, but also in driing hard bargains with the gardener about flower-roots, seeds, and slips of pnts; that funary haing orders froMrs. Reed to buy of his young dy all the products of her parterre she wished to sell: and Eliza would hae sold the hair off her head if shuld hae de a handso profit thereby. As to her ney, she first secreted it in odd ers, ed in a rag or an old curl-paper; but so of these hoards haing been dered by the houseid, Eliza, fearful of one day losing her alued treasure, seo intrust it to her ther, at a usurious rate of i—fifty or sity per t.; whiterest she eacted eery quarter, keepis in a little book with anious auracy.

    Geiana sat on a high stool, dressing her hair at the gss, and interweaing her curls with artificial flowers and faded feathers, of which she had found a store in a drawer iic. I was king  bed, haing receied strict orders froBessie to get it arranged before she returned (for Bessie now frequently eloyed  as a sort of under-nurseryid, to tidy the roo dust the chairs, c.). Haing spread the qui and folded  night-dress, I went to the window-seat to put in order so picture-books and doll’s house furniture scattered there; an abrupt and froGeiana to let her pythings alone (for the tiny chairs and rrors, the fairy ptes and cups, were her property) stopped &nbsproceedings; and then, for ck of other oupation, I fell to breathing on the frost-flowers with which the window was fretted, and thus clearing a spa the gss through which I ght look out on the grounds, where all was still arified uhe influence of a hard frost.

    Frothis window were isible the porter’s lodge and the carriage- road, and just as I had dissoled so ch of the siler-white foliage eiling the panes as left rooto look out, I saw the gates thrown open and a carriage roll through. I watched it asding the drie with indifference; carriages often ca to Gateshead, but none eer brought isitors in whoI was ied; it stopped in front of the house, the door-bell rang loudly, the new-er was adtted. All this being nothing to ,  at attention soon found lielier attra in the spectacle of a little hungry robin, which d chirruped owigs of the leafless cherry-tree nailed against the wall he t. The reins of  breakfast of bread and lk stood oable, and haing cruled a rsel of roll, I was tugging at the sash to put out the crus on the window- sill, when Bessie ca running upstairs into the nursery.

    “Miss Jaake off your pinafore; what are you doing there? Hae you washed your hands and face this ” I gae aug before I answered, for I wahe bird to be secure of its bread: the sash yielded; I scattered the crus, so oone sill, so on the cherry-tree bough, then, closing the window, I replied—

    “No, Bessie; I hae only just finished dusting.”

    “Troubleso, careless child! and what are you doing now? You look quite red, as if you had been about so schief: what were you opening the window for?”

    I ared the trouble of answering, for Bessie seed in too great a hurry to listen to epnations; she hauled  to the washstand, inflicted a rciless, but happily brief scrub on  fad hands with soap, water, and arse towel; disciplined  head with a bristly brush, denuded  of &nbspinafore, and then hurryio the top of the stairs, bid  go down directly, as I was wanted in the breakfast-roo

    I would hae asked who wanted : I would hae dended if Mrs. Reed was there; but Bessie was already gone, and had closed the nursery-door upon . I slowly desded. For nearly three nths, I had neer been called to Mrs. Reed’s presence; restricted so long to the nursery, the breakfast, dining, and drawing-roo were bee for  awful regions, on which it disyed  to intrude.

    I now stood iy hall; before  was the breakfast-roodoor, and I stopped, intidated and treling. What a serable little poroon had fear, engendered of unjust punishnt, de of  in those days! I feared to return to the nursery, and feared to go forward to the parlour; ten nutes I stood in agitated hesitation; the ehent ringing of the breakfast-roobell decided ; I st enter.

    “Whuld want ?” I asked inwardly, as with both hands I turhe stiff door-handle, which, for a sed or two, resisted  efforts. “What should I see besides Aunt Reed in the apartnt?—a n or a won?” The haurhe door unclosed, and passing through and curtseying low, I looked up at—a bck pilr!—such, at least, appeared to , at first sight, the straight, narrow, sable-cd shape standi on the rug: the griface at the top was like a cared sk, pced aboe the shaft by way of capital.

    Mrs. Reed oupied her usual seat by the fireside; she de a signal to  to approach; I did so, and she introdubsp; to the stony stranger with the words: “This is the little girl respeg whoI applied to you.”

    HE, for it was a n, turned his head slowly towards where I stood, and haing eaned  with the two inquisitie-looking grey eyes which twinkled under a pair of bushy brows, said solely, and in a bass oice, “Her size is sll: what is her age?”

    “Ten years.”

    “So ch?” was the doubtful answer; and he prolonged his scrutiny for so nutes. Presently he addressed —“Your na, little girl?”

    “Jane Eyre, sir.”

    In uttering these words I looked up: he seed to  a tall gentlen; but then I was ery little; his features were rge,;dfn;/dfn and they and all the lines of his fra were equally harsh and pri

    “Well, Jane Eyre, and are you a good child?”

    Iossible to reply to this in the affirtie:  little world held a trary opinion: I was silent. Mrs. Reed answered for  by an epressie shake of the head, adding soon, “Perhaps the less said on that subject the better, Mr. Brocklehurst.”

    “Sorry io hear it! she and I st hae so talk;” and bending frothe perpendicur, he installed his person in the ar chair opposite Mrs. Reed’s. “e here,” he said.

    I stepped across the rug; he pbsp; square and straight before hi What a face he had, now that it was alst on a leel with ne! what a great nose! and what a uth! and what rge proeeth!

    “No sight so sad as that of a naughty child,” he began, “especially a naughty little girl. Do you know where the wicked go after death?”

    “They go to hell,” was  ready and orthodo answer.

    “And what is hell?  you tell  that?”

    “A pit full of fire.”

    “And should you like to fall into that pit, and to be burning there for eer?”

    “No, sir.”

    “What st you do to aoid it?”

    I deliberated a nt;  answer, when it did e, was objeable: “I st keep in good heah, and not die.”

    “How  you keep in good heah? Children youhan you die daily. I buried a little child of fie years old only a day or two since,—a good little child, whose soul is now in heaen. It is to be feared the sald not be said of you were you to be called hence.”

    Not being in a dition to ree his doubt, I only cast  eyes down owe feet pnted on the rug, and sighed, wishing self far enough away.

    “I hope that sigh is frothe heart, and that you repent of eer haihe oasion of disfort to your ecellent beress.”

    “Beress! beress!” said I inwardly: “they all call Mrs. Reed  beress; if so, a beress is a disagreeable thing.”

    “Do you say your prayers night and ” tinued  interrogator.

    “Yes, sir.”

    “Do you read your Bible?”

    “Sotis.”

    “With pleasure? Are you fond of it?”

    “I like Reetions, and the book of Daniel, and Genesis and Sael, and a little bit of Eodus, and so parts of Kings and icles, and Job and Jonah.”

    “And the Psal? I hope you like the”

    “No, sir.”

    “No? oh, shog! I hae a little boy, youhan you, who knows si Psal by heart: and when you ask hiwhich he would rather hae, a gingerbread-nut to eat or a erse of a Psao learn, he says: ‘Oh! the erse of a Psal angels sing Psal;’ says he, ‘I wish to be a little angel here below;’ he thewo nuts in repense for his infant piety.”

    “Psal are not iing,” I rerked.

    “That proes you hae a wicked heart; and you st pray to God to ge it: to gie you a new and  oo take away your heart of stone and gie you a heart of flesh.”

    I was about to propound a question, toug the nner in which that operation of ging  heart was to be perford, when Mrs. Reed interposed, tellio sit down; she then proceeded to carry on the ersation herself.

    “Mr. Brocklehurst, I beliee I ier which I wrote to you three weeks ago, that this little girl has not quite the character and disposition uld wish: should you adt her into Lowood school, I should be gd if the superinte and teachers were requested to keep a strict eye on her, and, aboe all, to guard against her worst fau, a tendency to deceit. I ntion this in your hearing, Jahat you y not attet to iose on Mr. Brocklehurst.”

    Well ght I dread, well ght I dislike Mrs. Reed; for it was her nature to wound  cruelly; neer was I happy in her presence; howeer carefully I obeyed, howeer strenuously I stroe to please her,  efforts were still repulsed and repaid by such sentences as the aboe. Now, uttered before a strahe ausation bsp; to the heart; I diy perceied that she was already obliterating hope frothe new phase of eistence which she destined  to enter; I fe, though uld not hae epressed the feeling, that she was sowing aersion and unkindness along  future path; I saw self transford under Mr. Brocklehurst’s eye into an artful, noious child, and whauld I do to redy the injury?

    “Nothing, indeed,” thought I, as I struggled to repress a sob, and hastily wiped away so tears, the iotent eideny anguish.

    “Deceit is, indeed, a sad fau in a child,” said Mr. Brocklehurst; “it is akin to falsehood, and all liars will hae their portion in the ke burning with fire and britone; she shall, howeer, be watched, Mrs. Reed. I will speak to Miss Tele and the teachers.”

    “I should wish her to be brought up in a nner suiting her prospects,” tinued  beress; “to be de useful, to be kept hule: as for the acations, she will, with your perssion, spend thealways at Lowood.”

    “Your decisions are perfectly judicious, da” returned Mr. Brocklehurst. “Hulity is a Christian grace, and one peculiarly appropriate to the pupils of Lowood; I, therefore, direct that especial care shall be bestowed on its cuiation angst the I hae studied how best to rtify ihe worldly se of pride; and, only the other day, I had a pleasing proof of  suess. My sed daughter, Augusta, went with her  to isit the school, and on her return she ecid: ‘Oh, dear papa, how quiet and pin all the girls at Lowood look, with their hair bed behind their ears, and their long pinafores, and those little holnd pockets outside their frocks—they are alst like poor people’s children! and,’ said she, ‘they looked at  dress and ’s, as if they had neer seen a silk gown before.’”

    “This is the state of things I quite approe,” returned Mrs. Reed; “had I sought all Engnd oer, uld scarcely hae found a systere eactly fitting a child like Jane Eyre. sistenbsp; dear Mr. Brocklehurst; I adocate sisten all things.”

    “sistency, da is the first of Christian duties; and it has been obsered in eery arra ected with the establishnt of Lowood: pin fare, sile attire, unsophisticated aodations, hardy and actie habits; such is the order of the day in the house and its inhabitants.”

    “Quite right, sir. I y then depend upon this child being receied as a pupil at Lowood, and there being trained in ity to her position and prospects?”

    “Mada you y: she shall be pced in that nursery of chosen pnts, and I trust she will show herself grateful for the iible priilege of her ele.”

    “I will sehen, as soon as possible, Mr. Brocklehurst; for, I assure you, I feel anious to be relieed of a responsibility that was being too irkso.”

    “No doubt, no doubt, da and now I wish you good  I shall return to Brocklehurst Hall in thurse of a week or two:  good friend, the Archdea, will not pert  to leae hisooner. I shall send Miss Tele notice that she is to epect a new girl, so that there will he no difficuy about reg her. Good-bye.”

    “Good-bye, Mr. Brocklehurst; reer  to Mrs. and Miss Brocklehurst, and to Augusta and Theodore, and Master Broughton Brocklehurst.”

    “I will, da Little girl, here is a book entitled the Child’s Guide; read it with prayer, especially that part taining ‘An at of the awfully suddeh of Martha G —, a naughty child addicted to falsehood a.’”

    With these words Mr. Brocklehurst put into  hand a thin pahlet sewn in er, and haing rung for his carriage, he departed.

    Mrs. Reed and I were left alone: so nutes passed in silence; she was sewing, I was watg her. Mrs. Reed ght be at that ti so si or seen and thirty; she was a won of robust fra, square-shouldered and strong-lied, not tall, and, though stout, not obese: she had a sowhat rge face, the under jaw being ch deeloped and ery solid; her brow was low, her  rge and pro, uth and nose suffitly regur; under her light eyebrows gliered an eye deoid of ruth; her skin was dark and opaque, her hair nearly feitution was sound as a bell—illness neer ear her; she was a, cleer nager; her household ary were thhly under her trol; her children only at tis defied her authority and ughed it to s; she dressed well, and had a presend port calcuted to set off handso attire.

    Sitting on a low stool, a few yards froher archair, I eaned her figure; I perused her features. In  hand I held the tract taining the suddeh of the Liar, to whiarratie  attention had been pointed as to an appropriate warning. What had just passed; what Mrs. Reed had said io Mr. Brocklehurst; the whole tenor of their ersation, was ret, raw, and stinging in  nd; I had fe eery word as acutely as I had heard it pinly, and a passion of rese fonted now within .

    Mrs. Reed looked up froher work; her eye settled on ne, her fingers at the sa ti suspeheir s.

    “Go out of the roo return to the nursery,” was her ndate. My look or sothing else st hae struck her as offensie, for she spoke with etre though suppressed irritation. I got up, I went to the door; I ca back again; I walked to the window, across the roo then close up to her.

    Speak I st: I had been trodden on seerely, and st turn: but how? What strength had I to dart retaliation at  antagonist? I gathered  energies and uhein this bluence—

    “I anot deceitful: if I were, I should say I loed you; but I decre I do not loe you: I dislike you the worst of anybody in the world ecept John Reed; and this book about the liar, you y gie teiana, for it is she who tells lies, and not I.”

    Mrs. Reed’s hands still y on her work inactie: her eye of ice tio dwell freezingly on ne.

    “What re hae you to say?” she asked, rather ione in which a person ght address an oppo of adu age than such as is ordinarily used to a child.

    That eye of hers, that oice stirred eery antipathy I had. Shaking frohead to foot, thrilled with ungoernable et, I tinued—

    “I agd you are ion of ne: I will neer call you aunt again as long as I lie. I will neer e to see you when I agrown up; and if any one asks  how I liked you, and how you treated , I will say the ery thought of you kes  sick, and that you treated  with serable cruey.”

    “How dare you affirthat, Jane Eyre?”

    “How dare I, Mrs. Reed? How dare I? Because it is the truth. You think I hae no feelings, and that I  do without o of loe or kindness; but I ot lie so: and you hae no pity. I shall reer how you thrust  back—roughly and iolently thrust  bato the red-roo and locked  up there, to  dying day; though I was in agony; though I cried out, while suffog with distress, ‘Hae rcy! Hae rcy, Aunt Reed!’ And that punishnt you de  suffer because your wicked boy struck —knocked  down for nothing. I will tell anybody who asks  questions, this eact tale. People think you a good won, but you are bad, hard- hearted. You are deceitful!”

    Ere I had fihis reply,  soul began to epand, to eu, with the stra sense of freedo of triuh, I eer fe. It seed as if an inisible bond had burst, and that I had struggled out into unhoped-for liberty. Not without cause was this se: Mrs. Reed looked frightened; her work had slipped froher knee; she was lifting up her hands, rog herself to and fro, awisting her face as if she would cry.

    “Jane, you are under a stake: what is the tter with you? Why do you trele so iolently? Would you like to drink so water?”

    “No, Mrs. Reed.”

    “Is there anything else you wish for, Jane? I assure you, I desire to be your friend.”

    “Not you. You told Mr. Brocklehurst I had a bad character, a deceitful disposition; and I’ll let eerybody at Lowood know what you are, and what you hae done.”

    “Jane, you don’t uand these things: children st brrected for their faus.”

    “Deceit is not  fau!” I cried out in a saage, high oice.

    “But you are passionate, Jahat you st allow: and now return to the here’s a dear—and lie down a little.”

    “I anot your dear; I ot lie down: seo school soon, Mrs. Reed, for I hate to lie here.”

    “I will indeed seo school soon,” rred Mrs. Reed sotto oce; and gathering up her work, she abruptly quitted the apartnt.

    I was left there alone—winner of the field. It was the hardest battle I had fought, and the first ictory I had gained: I stood awhile on the rug, where Mr. Brocklehurst had stood, and I enjoyed  queror’s solitude. First, I sled to self a ete; but this fierce pleasure subsided in  as fast as did the aelerated throb of &nbspulses. A child ot quarrel with its elders, as I had do gie its furious feelings untrolled py, as I had gien ne, without eperieng afterwards the pang of rerse and the chill of rea. A ridge of lighted heath, alie, gng, de, would hae bee eleof  nd when I aused and naced Mrs. Reed: the sa ridge, bd bsted after the fs are dead, would hae represented as etly  subsequent dition, when half-an-hour’s silend refle had showhe dness of  duct, and the dreariness of  hated and hating position.

    Sothing of engeance I had tasted for the first ti; as arotie it seed, on swallowing, warand racy: its after-four, tallirroding, gae  a sensation as if I had been poisoned. Willingly would I now hae gone and asked Mrs. Reed’s pardon; but I knew, partly froeperiend partly froinstinct, that was the way to ke her repulse  with double s, thereby re-eg eery turbulent iulse of  nature.

    I would fain eercise so better facuy than that of fierce speaking; fain find nourishnt for so less fiendish feeling than that of sore indignation. I took a book—so Arabian tales; I sat down and endeaoured to read. uld ke no sense of the subjebsp; own thoughts swaalways between  and the page I had usually found fasating. I opehe gss-door in the breakfast-roo the shrubbery was quite still: the bck frned, unbroken by sun or breeze, through the grounds. ered  head and ar with the skirt of  frock, a out to walk in a part of the pntation which was quite sequestrated; but I found no pleasure in the silent trees, the falling fir-es, the gealed relics of autu, russet leaes, swept by past winds in heaps, and now stiffeogether. I leaned against a gate, and looked into ay field where no sheep were feeding, where the shrass was nipped and bnched. It was a ery grey day; a st opaque sky, “onding on snaw,” opied all; thence fkes fe it interals, which settled on the hard path and on the hoary lea without ing. I stood, a wretched child enough, whispering to self oer and ain, “What shall I do?—what shall I do?”

    All at once I heard a clear oice call, “Miss Jane! where are you? e to lunch!”

    It was Bessie, I knew well enough; but I did not stir; her light step ca tripping dowh.

    “You naughty little thing!” she said. “Why don’t you e when you are called?”

    Bessie’s presence, pared with the thoughts oer which I had been brooding, seed cheerful; een though, as usual, she was sowhat cross. The fact is, after  flict with and ictory oer Mrs. Reed, I was not disposed to care ch for the nurseid’s transitory anger; and I was disposed..;/a to bask in her youthful lightness of heart. I just put  two ar round her and said, “e, Bessie! don’tld.”

    The a was re frank and fearless than any I was habituated to indulge in: sohow it pleased her.

    “You are a strange child, Miss Jane,” she said, as she looked down at ; “a little roing, solitary thing: and yoing to school, I suppose?”

    I nodded.

    “And won’t you be sorry to leae poor Bessie?”

    “What does Bessie care for ? She is alwayslding .”

    “Because you’re such a queer, frightened, shy little thing. You should be bolder.”

    “What! to get re knocks?”

    “Nonsense! But you are rather put upon, that’s certain. My ther said, when she ca to see  st week, that she would not like a little one of her own to be in your pow, e in, and I’e so good news for you.”

    “I don’t think you hae, Bessie.”

    “Child! what do you an? What sorrowful eyes you fi on ! Well, but Missis and the young dies and Master John are going out to tea this afternoon, and you shall hae tea with . I’ll asok to bake you a little cake, and then you shall help  to look oer your drawers; for I asoon to pack your trunk. Missis intends you to leae Gateshead in a day or two, and you shall choose what toys you like to take with you.”

    “Bessie, you st prose not to se aill I go.”

    “Well, I will; but nd you are a ery good girl, and don’t be afraid of . Don’t start when I ce to speak rather sharply; it’s so prooking.”

    “I don’t think I shall eer be afraid of you again, Bessie, because I hae got used to you, and I shall soon hae another set of people to dread.”

    “If you dread thethey’ll dislike you.”

    “As you do, Bessie?”

    “I don’t dislike you, Miss; I beliee I afonder of you than of all the others.”

    “You don’t show it.”

    “You little sharp thing! you’e got quite a new way of talking. What kes you so entureso and hardy?”

    “Why, I shall soon be away froyou, and besides”—I was going to say sothing about what had passed between  and Mrs. Reed, but ohoughts I sidered it better to rein silent on that head.

    “And so yd to leae ?”

    “Not at all, Bessie; indeed, just now I’rather sorry.”

    “Just now! and rather! Hoolly  little dy says it! I dare say now if I were to ask you for a kiss you wouldn’t gie it : you’d say you’d rather not.”

    “I’ll kiss you and wele: bend your head down.” Bessie stooped; we tually eraced, and I followed her into the house quite forted. That afternoon psed in pead harny; and in the eening Bessie told  so of her st ening stories, and sang  so of her sweetest songs. Een for  life had its glea of sunshine.

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